I need to simplify my life

I need to simplify my life. Seriously. The mental and emotional stress I have inside is taking a toll on my body. So hungover.. I need to be moderate with my drinking. I keep on telling myself that but I always forget. I guess the partying is an escape of sorts. I can have fun without it..There's a shopping cart in the living room. We're at the second floor. We don't remember how this happened and it is funny. It's the blacking out part that I don't care much for. Sigh.