karmacommander

(09-30-07)Set List FrightDoll1. Leaving You 2. Automated 3. Marionette 4. Indiscernible 5. Generate 6. Crash 7. Strange 8. Endings FGFC8201. Children of Decay2. Pray3. Martyrdom4. Ich bin ein Auslander5. Society6. Democracy7. G.B.A.still figuring out Assemblage 23i think coward, surface, damaged, let me be your armor, raw, etc.not in that order, and i can't remember!!sunday was a particularly bad nighti'm gonna try to be a good girl nowparty less, be home more except for showsmy dreams are really scary latelyi had one with a bunch of babies and they're mad at me for poisoning my bodybut it was cool because in the end i saw mine and he was beautifuland i keep on seeing visions feels like i'm spying right when i try to wake upmy eyes would be close but i still seeit was cool when i was in outer space all the stars fucking trippybut the last one was looking over f at sandbari'm done with games need time out it's back to me :)

I still have a big box of stuff that I left behind when I moved out yesterday. This includes my rice cooker. Yes, I have my own, and it's necessary to my existence. Break up was rather friendly besides the begging and being told I'm not serious. I think I'm pretty much over the emotional stuff. Getting on with it and planning my next few moves. Item one and two are being taken care of. Since I slacked off on the school stuff, again, I have to get on it, again. At this point, I think I'm only serious about being a cook and/or a teacher. Frank (new boy, different story) tried to reassure me that I will find my niche in life. Easy for him to say because he's got mad skillz in everything. He can build a frickin house on his own. This is part of why I like him. (I'll try to stay single while I get it together.) I'm attracted to people who are good with their hands. I found out I'm not good with bleaching and dyeing. It worked but the color's not right. So I have a purplish red thing going on. I need to play with it again. I imagine these days I will be plenty bored, but at least I feel much happier. :)We saw the lunar eclipse by the beach. That was really nice.